goodbye
i put this on northwest but my angst is so great that even though not many people probably remember me cause i haven't posted much for ages and didn't even make the bookfair i think i should say goodbye here too
i am going to not have internet for a while cause the hemmorage of money moving to my new rented flat is scaring me now at least until i know how much its gonna cost for bills and stuff on my own so after tomorrow its into the darkness of no internet - how will i survive.. i'll have to steal it off other people. i will lurk around computers. that shadow in the corner is not the potplant, its me. i hope people will take pity on me and take me out (and tactfully avoid the subject of the superhighway, the marvel of the world wide web - ok its mostly full of rubbish but i'm an addict dammit )
i will make zen gardens on the floor of the flat with stones, a rock and a carefully placed toenail. i will descend into senility so capt mission can shoot me (although i'd rather he didn't) but it would solve the problem of no internet i suppose.
i will learn to watch hollyoaks and yearn for bigbrother.
so goodbye everyone. from tomorrow i am cast into the outer darkness for weeping and gnashing of teeth (which actually sounds sort of fun) oh cruel world.
Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lucy, noo! 
but then, you've been dead to me for some time...
That's shit, although the zen gardens sound nice. I liked your contributions anyway.
Goodbye for now. Come back soon.
Lucy
Not remember you?? You are kidding!!! And everyone thinks you are waaaay cool!! Hope you sort out an internet connection soon. You can't use it at work, no?? Shame you can't work at Jack/John/Josephs.. 
Also don't wanna rub it in about you not being able to make the Bookfair but I really DID have a medal for you!! Remember you said you deserved one?? Well ages ago someone sent me a pack of three kids medals..I was gonna formally present one to ya in the pub after...
It has "Winner" on one side and a star on the other and is silver and comes on a French style red/white/blue ribbon. Ahh but I will keep it for you. Just in case. I still hope we meet some sunny day...
Love
LW X
lucy in the sky with(out)wireless
Picture yourself in a boat on a river,
With tangerine trees and marmalade skies
Somebody PMs you, you answer quite slowly,
A girl with libcommist eyes.
Cellophane mouses of yellow and green,
Towering over your desk.
Look for the girl with libcom in her eyes,
And she's gone...
{REFRAIN}
Lucy in the sky with(out) wireless.
Lucy in the sky with(out) wireless.
Lucy in the sky with(out) wireless.
Ah... Ah...
{VERSE 2}
Follow her down to the internet cafe,
Where anarchist people mock "lifestylist" cries,
Everyone PMs you as you drift past the flowers,
That grow so incredibly high.
Aufheben quotes appear on the shore,
Waiting to take you away.
Sign into enrager with your head in their journal,
And you're gone...
{REFRAIN}
Picture yourself on a computer in a station,
With plasticine posters with platformist ties,
Suddenly someone is critiquing The Nation,
The girl with libcommist eyes.
{REFRAIN REPEATED AND FADED}
Bye lucy
. Don't forget to stop by libraries cos some of them have free internet though
.
i feel all teary eyed now, a medal, a poem, a leprechaun..
am nicking my mums internet just now
have gotta go cause shes about to shout
from 16 to now, nothing changes with my mum
xxx
LibCom R.I.P.
it will never be the same...
Is itr just me or has this place gone nuts. I blame Gurrier
Maybe we could dunk him in a bath, remove him and then chuck the server in the bath.
A week later, i notice the post.







ARGH!!!! You can't leave!!!!!